Lonely

I'm gettin' scared. Realy scared. I just kind of feel very lonely. As if I want to have someone around me but everyone has something else to do and I just don't want to get on their nerves. You know I just feel like...I...I just don't know what I feel. I'm confused and a little bit lost.
And I want to escape from my fears. I want to run away since I'm a coward. That's why I want to get away from here. I have not guts at all, huh.
Yeah.
That's how I am.
And that's what I want to change. But it somehow is realy hard.
Well, not gonna give up. Move forward. Let's do this. I can do this. I can.